Thursday, 28 April 2022

I gave up

 Something inside me gave up that day

I was tired of trying

Pretending everything was alright or that it would be


Everytime we talked i felt a little more broken inside

My lonliness increased as i starved of your kind words and loving feelings

Counting promises that now seemed empty and in vain


My emotions choked breath by bitter breath as i set on path of self destruct

Your words barely kept me alive while my soul was harshly sucked aside


Something inside me gave up that day


I felt like i was drowning, deeper each day

Darkness was my abode never to resurfce again

I drank of the hearache numbed of the pain

Tears refused to come as i soaked in lonely disdain


I cant console myself and i cant break free

This isnt me!

End my trail oh God

Im done feeling sorry for me


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